*Warning: I am not a gifted writer and I am poor at structure my story*
If you don't mind me torturing you with my usual lengthy run-on sentences, go on, enjoy your reading
It happened 2 days ago when I was farming lapis in dinos with Ruth as we used to.
We were farming in the crocodile zone that is far far far away from the fury portal. We like farming there because you need to have a high lvl defender (Lv54+HM) to be able to draw aggro back. The mob there will keep loose aggro, they are smarter than dinosaurs. A fighter/priest/mage duo/trio will having hard time farming in that zone due to smarter monster AI. Hence, the zone is 99.9% free of interuption, even if furies have access to gate, no one ever goes there. Most people stick to farming dinos.
However, 2 nights ago, when AoL lost bless (for a short period of maybe 15 mins). Furies opened gate to the jungle. My map started blinking. Madge (my heal bot, of course) got shot down to death while I was running on my sonic shoes, I yelled to Ruth "run run run, push alt-f4 to log out". Unfortunately she got killed as well. There was only one fury, Elaric (lv55 HM archer with 3 diamonds from Absolute Zero) keep chasing me all the way to portal even though it was clear that we simply can't put up a fight and was running away. Having interpretation 3, I asked in local chat "dude, stop. If you need the spot, just say so". No response and Elaric keep shooting at me. I had prevent exp on, I don't mind dying, but having my dread admars shoes (fully lapised) in my inventory, I was afraid to drop it when I got killed. Since I dropped a legend WIS+12 steel castle to Oh.Yeah once, I learned my lesson. Activate untouchable (12 seconds duration) and then push alt-f4 to log out.
I wasn't whining that we got killed while grining, but was rather annoyed by the fact why this guy Elaric attacked us, when:
1. He has 3 diamonds, he don't need any more kills.
2. we were not in his way, people don't even grind there. We were killed by Mikki few times because Mikki wanted the spot for grinding. This guy wasn't even there to grind.
3. When asked to stop attacking, he keep doing so. I am sure he has interpretation 3.
4. He just kill people for fun. Though jungle and dessert are in fact a pvp map, I can understand two factions duke it out when there is conflict of taking resources. However, when we were simply running away and didn't even want to put up a fight. We were UNABLE to put up a fight.
So, I logged on to my fury account. Pm'ed Elaric on why did he attack when I asked him not to. Hoping to understand the reasoning, maybe change his viewing of value of things. Why ruining the farming for us, when simply we were not even in his way. Or simply, maybe a simple agology was all I was looking for.
Sadly, I got responses like following: My reactions were in bracket.
"ET kill us all the time. Someone HAS to pay"
(We have to pay for what ET has done to AZ?!)
"I don't get 35K kills for no reason, you are not going to get any sympathy from me"
(this guy is really full of himself...seriously)
"because you are light"
(Racist, another racist)
"talk to my bow"
(arrogance)
"You guys HAVE it WAY too easy. You guys have blessing all the time. I killed you. Deal with it. Cry me a river"
(Ain't my fault when all the furies want to come to lightside, that still doesn't justify the HATRED and killing inoccent people who simply wish to have peace and mind their own business grinding)
"You have 1-15 toon, right? Go feed Noscope kills so he can get out of 1-15 sooner"
(Oh gosh, Noscope is the new "hero" and "golden boy" of AZ now, they are even planning to plvling him for free, wow)
"We can't wait to plvl Noscope"
"It is just a game. Deal with it"
"I play this game to pvp"
"go play Hello.Kitty Online"
(man, whats up with HelloKitty? I take this as an insult)
Finally, I came to the realization of wasting my time try to reason with a maybe 18 years old immature kid. And I am not going to change his view of values no matter what I said, this guy is just full of arrogance and hatred. I logged off my fury account.
The problem that I see with AZ is that, they have been bullied by ET for a long time and their hatred toward whole AoL will blow up someday. As soon as ET fades away due to inactivity of their high lvl's. AZ will take place of ET and monoplize the server, bully everyone else, speak with arrogance and then simply saying, "well, you guys(ET) used to treated us like crap and now you deserve it".
The fact is, there are just as much assholes in AZ as there are in ET. When you are high lvl, when you have the power, you talk loud. Power corrupt people's mind, bring out the greedy nature that is in all of us.
I used to think that, despite which factions you are in, we are a community of gamers, we can all still be all friends. But lately I have come to realize that this is not 100% the case. I try to be nice, I give them respect if they deserves it. All I got is getting "talked down" for being a whiner.
There are only few good furies out there. Majority of them are assholes.
We all play MMORPG game for what? For recognition from the community, for other people's respect.
The other faction IS part of this Shaiya community.
How do you win the other faction's respect and recongnition by being a total asshole? You can't.
They may FEAR you when you have killed tons of the other faction, but they HATE you and they don't RESPECT you.
In fact, some of them will even go out of ways to TRY TO GET YOU BANNED. That is not respect.
Look what happened between AZ and ET? AZ try to get some high lvl ET's banned, they succeed. And then, ET(I am guessing) try to get AZ banned. MosquitoX is their lv 58 HM warrior who was just recently banned...
So players from both sides got banned. I almost lol'ed.
It is true that I kill furies, but only when I was in 1-15. Outside 1-15, I was always getting attacked first, in DD1, in DD2, in 1-60, in new maps.
I used to tell GN, Sara, and Xbel, do not attack furies in DD2 if people were just there to grind.
I don't know. It almost seems the higher lvl you go, more conflicts you will run into with the furies. 90% of them will smack talk you and not playing nice at all.
Oh well. Just my rant. Even on the forum, I see people flaming each other just because "You are light and I am dark".
As for me, I will respect and be nice who respect me and be nice to me. It has always be my principal. I don't make innocent people pay for my frustration.
For those fury bastards who bullied me when I was a lowbie, I can't wait to taste the sweet revenge when I get 50K and lv60 UM and then I will cut them down like grass and show no mercy!
Thanks for reading my rant